Friday, April 5, 2013

आज भी...


आज भी तुझको ढूँढती है ये नज़र ...

ऐसा है मुझपर तेरे प्यार का असर ...

भुला नहीं पाई हूँ तुझे आज भी मगर ...

बस आस लगाये बैठी हूँ के मिले तेरी कोई खबर ...

ख्वाब देखा मैंने के बन जाए हम एक दुसरे के हमसफ़र ...

जैसे ज़िन्दगी ही बन जाए एक सुहाना सा सफ़र ....

शायद है तू मेरे इन जस्बातों से अनजान ... है तू बेखबर ...

बता दे मुझको... तुझे भी है मुझसे प्यार अगर ... .है तुझे भी मुझसे प्यार अगर ....


 

Saturday, March 30, 2013

तेरी दीवानी...

हूँ मैं आपकी एक दीवानी ऐसी..
कृष्ण भगवान के प्रति थी मीरा जैसी...:)


जानती हूँ के नहीं है आपको आदत ऐसी काव्यों की ..
और मानती हूँ के कसूर है बस मेरे इन ख्यालों की...


ख्यालों में खोये हुए लिख पडूँ कोई छंद ..
अगर न कह पाऊँ आपको वही ,तो हो जाती हूँ मैं थोड़ी मंद ...


कहा है मैंने आपसे एक ही बात कई बार ..
के न दूँगी कोई तकलीफ ..ना करूंगी कोई संचार ..


पर हमेशा की तरह शायद था यह वादा एक झूठ ..
क्यूंकि इस संचार के बिन , मन खुदसे हो जाता था रूठ ..


अगर मेरे कारण पहुंची है आपको कोई दुविधा
पूर्ति मन से क्षमा मांगूं में आपसे सदा....


क्यूंकि...हूँ मैं आपकी एक दीवानी ऐसी..
कृष्ण भगवान के प्रति थी मीरा जैसी .... ||


V-day short poem


Jab hamesha kisike saath rehna ka ban jaaye armaan..
Jab jhukh jaaye dil..par khamosh rahe tumhari zubaan..
Der na karne e mere dost...
Bayaan kar hee daalna..keh dena.."I love u my jaan" :-P



Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Say it in many ways..!:)

Language                The Precious :)
English                          I love you!
Hindi                             Main tumse pyaar karti/karta hoon
Tamil                            Naan unnai kaadhalikkirein
Telugu                         Nenu ninnu premisthunnaanu
Malayalam                   Nyaan ninne snehikanu
Kannada                      Naanu ninna preethisthidhini
Punjabi                        Assi twadde naal pyaar kardiyaan
Gujarati                       Hun tamaney prem karu chu
Oriya                          Mu tumaku bhala paay
Bengali                        Ami tumake bhaalo bhaashi
Assamese                   Moi tomak bhal paao
Marathi                       Mi tuzhye var prem karte/karto
Sindhi                          Maa tusa pyaar karaundiya
Kumaoni                      Main tumki prem karu
Khasi                           Na eith yaa fee
Spanish                       Te amo
Brazilian
-Portuguese                 Te amo
Latin                            Amo te
Italian                          Ti amo
French                         Je t'aime
Turkish                         Seni seviyorum

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Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Yeh rishta kya kehlaata hai....:)

Jo bhi hai rishta hamara..
lagta hai mujhe seedha aur pyara
kaisi padi iski neev..na main kuch jaanoo..
par ho tum bade khaas..bas itna hee main maano… 

Nahi mile the hum pehle kabhi,
Par nahi bhi lage aap mujhe ek ajnabi..:-)
jinse kabhi milne ki hoti thi bahot aasha..
aur raah dekhthi aapki..meri nazrein hamesha..

Ho jaate hain jab aapke darshan..
khil jaata hai yeh chehra mera
aur naach utttha hai mera yeh mann..
jaise koi naagin jo dekhe ek safera… 


 Mann mei jo bhi hai aapke liye ehsaas..
deti hai mujhe ek kisam ki mithaas..
apne saath lekar aati hai ek badi si muskaan..
jisse rok paana kabhi nahi hua hai aasaan. 

Aapko sochkar hamesha koi kavitha likhna chahoo..
par aapse milkar theek se baat bhi na kar paaoo..
kya aap ho meri kalpana ya meri haqiqat..
jinki bas ek jhalak se milti hai mujhe raahat..
 
Koun si disha mei yeh rishtha hai chala..
na koi suraag hai mujhe mila..
Kya wajah ho sakti hai mere in khayaalon ka..
Kya denge aap jawaab mere in sawaalon ka….
                       
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Thursday, April 19, 2012

My sweet family...:)

Dedicated to my dearest Appa, Amma, Bhavs and Nandu... :-)

With all my love do I feel like writing this to you today...
a few things from the core of my heart that I want to say..

You are my angels for all the reasons...
anytime..anyday..in all the seasons..!!! :-)

We have spent many moments ..of those to cherish..
which, even in a pensive mood..I cannot..but relish..!

Never thought I would run short of words to write..
about my angels..who always taught me whats wrong and right..

Just one sight of your fills my life with good cheers..
you always make me laugh when you found me in tears..

When i look at my life and think if I have any close friends..
Its only my sweet family...on whom my heart always depends..

I feel happy being born in the family of my parents and sisters..great thanks to god...
always got loads of love from my sweeet family and of them I am very proud..

All my life, from you have i learnt to deal things with serenity..
Will always love you...till a time that is far beyond eternity...

Thursday, April 5, 2012

**..Rishta Saar..**

Taali agar do haathon se baje,
Toh woh rishtha khoob saje..♥

Rishta chahe jo bhi ho- dosti ya mohabbat..
Dono taraf se mel hona- hai iski bahot zaroorat..

Warna reh jaayega ek rishtha adhoora bina koi wajood..
Gehri chont pahunchthi hai...yehi hai iska saboot..

Pehle khud ko samjha lena-"Dil pe mat le yaar"
Phir kisiko dil dene ki sochna kabhi-kabaar...♥ ;-)

Monday, February 13, 2012

Hum Tum

Aankhen hain tumhari badi khoobsoorat..

inme dekhthi hoon khud k liye mohabbat..

na jaanoo ki kya hai yeh rishtha hamara..

lagta hai...hai mere liye ek pyaar ka sahara..

jiski shayad thi pehle se kami zindagi mei

aur ab is kami ko poori kar diya hai tumne..

main har waqt tumse baat karna chahoo..

par tumse milkar, main kuch na keh paaoo..

bas ek hee vaada hai tumse mujhe karni..

tumse yeh dil ka rishta hai mujhe nibhaani.

chahe jo ho jaaye..tumhari yaadeein kabhi chootenge nahi.

kyunki...mere dil ke rishte kabhi tootenge nahi..

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Me :-)

Seems funny to me...but at this point of my life..I have started liking everything around me..I feel a positive energy around and within me..I smile too much these days..with or without any company...the thoughts in my mind are all of the good times I have ever had in my life till now..the world around me seems a nice place to live in..
Hehehe... not that I am in love which one would generally conclude by my statements above..!Just that I feel quite independent of the emotions attached to any person on the earth.I am still in the process of learning what life is..how to behave with people, the dos and don'ts and blah...or maybe because I like the place or locality where I live in!
I have no clue of whatever the reason is..!I know that my world has always been small even though I talk a lot to many people.
But one thing that I would to like highlight is....
"Smile...even if you have no reason to..because once you start smiling..be at yourself or anyone..you will find many reasons to smile in your life..A smile gives birth to another..! :-)"
Just felt like writing this in my blog, hoping that this message would manage to bring a smile on those faces who read this....!!
Take care!!

Keep smiling :-)
~Jans

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Relationship...

A few points came across my mind, when I was thinking about relationships...will keep this post updated as and when I get more such points...here are a few of them:



  • In love, nothing else matters.


  • Relationships work best when balanced.


  • It always takes two to tango.


  • Its better to be single than being committed to someone who isn't sure of marriage with you.


  • Its better that someone keeps quiet rather than comparing you with others for what you are not.


  • Great talkers can purely and only talk great...maybe a few real great implement them too..!


  • One should forget what ego is before he/she steps into love.


  • And where there is true love, where there is a good understanding of the other, feeling of ego never arises, come what may.


  • The two in love should prefer enjoying their differences to finding flaws with the other.


  • In a relationship everything should be mutual.If its not, then its just one-sided.


  • Being there for each other means really being there for one during times of joys and also when he/she is in trouble at any point of time.


  • A commitment just doesn't mean two people being together.It also means to take care of each other.Who doesn't want to be loved and taken care of?


  • A relationship ends when there is ego instead of pure feelings.


  • There is a lot of difference between "caring for" someone and "being bothered" about someone.


  • If you need someone badly, let him/her go..If he/she is urs..then he/she will come back to you for sure...but when...?


  • If things are not done at the right time, they lose their meaning/value just like how medicines cannot be consumed after their expiry dates.


  • Taking your loved one for granted is acceptable upto the extent where it doesn't take the form of taking advantage of him/her...


  • Self esteem and Ego are two terms that have a very narrow difference.Understanding and implementing them in your relationships should be done judiciously.


  • Too much or nil of self esteem and ego individually will only bring you pain.


  • Love/Affection is a two-way road.You give it and you get it.


  • A communication gap between the two in love can be dangerous to their relationship if there is no mutual trust between them. But a too-long communication gap is also not advisable too.


  • Faith in each, can be enhanced by confiding in each other that, "Yes.I know I can count on him/her".


  • Where there is a will, there is a way.This applies to relationships too.


  • Arrogance and ego are permissible upto some extent.


  • Love is patience.If you cannot be patient with your love, then think about it again...you might have to lose him/her soon.


  • Keep your feelings confined between just the two of you..never let people interfere in your matters.


  • Fear, shame and guilt- never let these three negative thoughts haunt you.


  • Self help is the best help. So never feel lonely..you should be able to entertain/support yourself.


  • Never chase anyone especially when the other person doesn't like it.

  • Nothing can ever be eternal...!

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Pyar...

Pyar..ek aisi bhavna hai,jo banati hai duniya ko khoobsurat..
Kab chaa jaaye jeevan mei..nahi hai uski koi mahurat.

Dhanya ho jate hai woh, jinko mile sachcha pyar kabhi..
Lagta hai ki..haan..bana hai apne liye koi..ek pal k liye bhi...

Jitna katthin hai pyar paana, usse bhi katthin hota hai saath nibhana..
Ek doosre ka khayaal rakhne ko jitne bhi avsar aayenge, unko kabhi na gavaana..

Pyar toh shuruvaat hai ek sundar safar ka..us khaas insaan ke saath..
Jisse baat karne ki ichcha hoti hai..maano din ho ya raat...

Is pyar ke arth ko samajhna, nahi hai koi saral kaam...
Jab jaanoge kitni hai poojneey, karoge tum usko pranaam..

Pyar lekar jaati hai agle safar mein ek bandhan ki oar..
Shaadi...-Jahaan ban jati hai do premiyo ki ek jeevan bhar ki dor..

Sadiyon se har prem kahaani ki yahi chali aa rahi hai reeth..
Jahaan safal hui kuch kahaaniyaan..aur kuch bas bankar reh jaati hain atheeth...

Pyar jab kho jaata hai, toh jeevan lagta hai adhoora aur ekaanth..
Man mein hamesha hoti hai duvidha aur nahi reh pata hai woh prashaanth..

Agar aapko deni ho apne prem kahani ko ek safal poorvak pehchaan..
To baddhaao apne kadam bina koi shankha..apne jeevan bhar ke saath ka nirman..!

Sunday, March 13, 2011

My life so far...

The first 15 years of my life were spent mainly in my school text books, playing and giggling with a few friends after returning home from school, doing my homework, eating and sleeping.
Never helped my sweet mother in cooking nor assisted her in any household chores...she would never let me do otherwise too..very sweet that she was... :) Never understood what relations are and what they really meant.
Then came a turning point of tragedy in my life, where I lost her in a terrible accident...I realised that I could have spent much better times with her when there were many chances to...Regretted that I didn't make use of the right opportunities given by Him.
My angel sisters took very good care of me then..they do even now...
Ever since the day my mother left me, I decided to turn over a new leaf and never to trouble anyone ever in my life and be good to one and all..Keeping others happy became a goal to me..be it in the short run as well as in the long run.
I started practising the act of being funny, cheering up people around, helping them solve their problems when they sought my advice..being a moral support to friends who needed me..This also helped me in becoming a much better person..not boasting here....but telling it aloud so that I can feel happy that I did manage to do a few good deeds and be labelled by many as a "sweet person".
But offlate, I don't see myself much/anymore like this....I feel I am lost in the woods.I have woven such a complex web around myself that I am unable to see what the truth about even the smallest things of events is nor able to comprehend them even if I be able to see the truth in it.I get tensed for every other event-to-be...losing my jovial nature..not that I don't crack jokes and make people around me laugh, but their intensity or the frequency has definitely reduced..I am not able to trust people like before...this is definitely because I am losing my self-confidence..and as a result of which I get so confused about things....Phew...!
Once upon a time, I strongly believed in eternity of my things..but now...I doubt whether they would still want to be with me...An astrologer had predicted my horoscope and written very clearly that I would be a loner all my life because of my serious nature...I think things are going that way now..My intentions are never to hurt anyone...but I always end up hurting people..especially my closest ones...May be I shouldn't be blunt abut things I want to convey...
My greatest doubt now is , if I would ever have one single such friend(other than my family), who would always love to be with me no matter what I do or what I speak...who would always be happy with me and foremost of all, will I ever be able to keep someone happy all the while, someone never ever disappointed by me..?Will I be ever able to achieve this in my life..hehe..here comes another doubt!
I wish I be able to create a life around me where there is lot of love, faith, joy and peace...where there is no room for uncertainties, sorrows...Just looking forward to it..!

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Lyrics..Simple and Straight- Beatles


Can't buy me love, love
Can't buy me love

I'll buy you a diamond ring my friend if it makes you feel alright
I'll get you anything my friend if it makes you feel alright
'Cause I don't care too much for money, money can't buy me love

I'll give you all I got to give if you say you love me too
I may not have a lot to give but what I got I'll give to you
I don't care too much for money, money can't buy me love

Can't buy me love, everybody tells me so
Can't buy me love, no no no, no

Say you don't need no diamond ring and I'll be satisfied
Tell me that you want the kind of thing that money just can't buy
I don't care too much for money, money can't buy me love

Thursday, November 11, 2010

A Fairytale...

Once upon a time, there lived an epitome of beauty
By the name Belle - simple, sweet and having love in bounty..


She read books-a lot of them, for a time that was eternity,
Gaily would she hop then here and there,with an aura of serenity.

She lived with her Papa, a scientist, in a small cute cottage,
Who invented a wood cutting machine that required a minimum wattage.

On his horse does he set out to exhibit his invention in the neighbouring town,
Only to head towards the wrong path, to be chased by more than one hound.

Then did he find an old castle on the way, from the hounds,where he could dodge,
Entering it did he find a welcome from a candle and a clock,for him to lodge.


Soon there were the cups and saucers who treated him courteously,
but these moments couldn't be tolerated by a man who was beastly..

A beast that he was, he dragged Belle's Papa to the prison,
For tresspassing into his castle, stating this as the reason.

Led by her horse, a worried Belle entered the castle looking for her father,
Pleads the beast to leave her father and take her in the prison forever.

The Beast let her father go and imprisoned her in the place of gloom,
But said the cup," Don't scare her, show her the way to the guest room".

Soon was she taken to her beautiful and huge populate,
and she no longer felt as if she were in an isolate.

Surrounded by the cheers of Belle and the non-living beings for many days,
The beast also learnt how to love people and be cheerful for always
..


Then came a day where Belle wanted to see her father, through a magic mirror,
The beast showed her a sick father writhing in pain in the co
ld, just to reach her.

Tears filled her eyes..her papa did she long to meet,
The Beast let her go as he loved her- he finally had his feat...:-)


She went running to see her father, took him home and tended him well,
But very soon were they surrounded by people who at them, began to
yell.

As they didn't believe that the beast existed and labelled him mad..
Belle showed the beast thru the magic mirror,"he is harmless" did she add..

Consumed by fear and rage,the people left for the castle to kill the beast,
But the non living beings of the place attacked them from west to east.


The suitor of Belle managed to reach the place where the beast was,
Battled with him,stabbing him to death before his death came across.


Taken aback by this tragedy, Belle flew to him where he lay dying..
"You can't leave me....I love you" were her words as she starte
d crying...

Then came sparks of light up depicting love from the heaven....
to transform the beast into a Charming Prince thus telling a story interwoven..

A prince was transformed into a beast by a spell cast by a fairy in disguise..
as an ugly woman seeking shelter, whom the prince treated in a way that wasn't nice...

The cast spell was to be broken the day the beast would learn to love...
and also be loved in turn, naturally, but not by any means of shove.

The cups and saucers, broomstick, wardrobe, candle and cloc
k,
Were all the Prince's subjects who also fell under the same spell-lock.

Now was there a complete and happy kingdom where love filled its air,
Together they lived happily ever after, for each other with enamor and care..

A fairytale where love was never at the least..

Such is the timeless story of Beauty and the Beast...:-)

To be or not to be..

I held your hand to take you forward,
you stood there with hesitation, saying no word...
I understood your silence and gave you an assurance..
that I'll always be there for you..in a relationship with great endurance..
With the passing days, in me did you start to believe,
you felt happy...and your unhappy past from you could I relieve..

Flowers of love then did begin to bloom..
Never had us in our lives to be in states of gloom..
Moments grew into days, days into months into years..
Things seemed beautiful with all smiles and no tears..
Then did I think of staying this way forever and gathered courage..
To ask you for lifetime companionship through the holy bond of marriage..

But you never had any such thought in your mind..
your version of a relationship was of another kind..
But you then decided to give me what I wanted..
Marriage-the thread by which we could be forever bonded..
So sweet of you did I think that time...
Finally we would together hear the cathedral chime..

Lives got busy and you gave me time almost seldom..
I felt lonely and neglected...I felt," where is my chum?"
I decided to let you go for sometime away from me...
And come back once you realise that without me cannot you be...
On the contrary, things didn't work the way I thought,
there was created in our relationship a dry drought...

I wanted to come back to be with you at once..
But soon did I realise that I made of myself a dunce..
My words had pierced through your heart..
which always trusted me from the start...
To accept me back, did you feel too weak...
But not to hurt me, to an extent did you agree being meek..

Believe me, I never meant what I said..
Why did I ever breakup with you- is now my deep regret..
I have had beautiful moments of my life with you..
Sometimes felt that things are too good to be true..
But no matter how much I apologise or how much I care..
is not going to lessen your pain even about it if you share...

Letting you go of me doesn't also seem to come with ease..
Without you do I feel, that my life would only freeze..
You are insecure and unsure, not about yourself, but about my mind...
even though on one side you know that in your love have I gone blind..
Let me tell you one thing with eloquence at this point,
I think you are right,its difficult to mend a broken joint..

I can never see you in pain..though by me has it been caused..
But if this continues..it will make your life get forever paused...
I don't deny the unperishable love for each other, for now or forever...
But will you ever be able to trust me...even when we start to be together?
By asking you to stay back with me, am I being only selfish,
All my life, this is something which I would never be able to cherish...

One thing for granted can you take that there are things that will never change..
Like the way we always felt for each other...yes the same..nothing unknown nor strange..
No matter how much time you take,for our matter, to think and adjourn..
I shall wait for your decision..as an examinee for the results of her love to be known..
Dear love, all I want to say is that its your call now..the ball is in your court..
Any decision you take, will I duly respect it..to you putting forth my forever support.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Back to the pavilion

A guy expresses himself, through these words to his gal,
To get back to her after she declared their relationship as 'null'..!

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"I see only you each time I close my eyes..
thinking of you makes me feel warm and nice..

The flow of your thoughts in my mind doesn't stop...
and such are times when a wide smile does suddenly pop..

Its you for whom my heart does really care..
Forever, its with you whom I want my life to share..

To anyone else have I been ever so close..
its you, my sweetie...for an eternal love whom I chose..

Today I have somethings to be confessed-
I apologise for situations that had your mind feel pressed..

I promise that things will be better than before..
There shall be no chances of our separation anymore..

I promise true happiness and joys between me and you..
I promise our lives will be 'too good to be true'..

Oh my love, do believe in all my words so far said..
Cos this time, of being with me, you are never gonna regret! :-) "

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Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Take a break

When u feel u have worked enough,
and dont wanna make it further tough,
take a break

When u dont feel like working,
and if it at you, starts pecking,
take a break

When no thoughts into ur mind penetrate,
and on things, if you aint able to concentrate,
take a break

When things dont happen as u expect,
and u fail to be a circumspect,
take a break

When u want ur money to be saved,
but end up in having all ur money caved,
take a break

When ur world turns upside down,
and is causing you to frown..
take a break

If u have on ur heart a burden,
that u feel needs to be forgotten,
take a break

When u feel lonely and bad,
doing nothing but being sad,
take a break

If you have times of fun and frolic,
and suddenly abt something if you panic,
take a break

If u feel enough of what u have written,
and ur pen is too rigid to move again,
take a break

When things get out of head,
not able to comprehend the words said,
take a break

When you get bored of reading this,
and feel its gist is at a miss,
take a break!! :-p







Monday, May 10, 2010

My Dream Guy...

Twinkle Twinkle little star,
do u know how handsome u are??
up above the world so high,
its you with whom i wanna fly...

When the blazing sun is gone,
Radiance is what you always spawn.
Then you show your little light,
And cause to set things aright.

When I travel in the dark,
you light my way as a spark.
I could not have seen where to go,
If you did not twinkle so.

In the dark blue sky you keep,
in my sweet dreams do you peep.
For when you look into my eye,
I feel my cheeks red-I feel shy!

Like the rivers flowing in serenity,
will my love for you grow till eternity..
In my life, I know now, to me who you are-
Indeed...you are my Twinkling Smiling little star!! :-)

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Nice thoughts...


We love ourselves even after doing many mistakes. Then how can we hate others for their one mistake. Think before you hate someone or hate yourself.



Swimming along the flow is effortless but swimming against it needs effort. Don't go the way life takes you, but take life the way you wanna go. Dare to be different.



The greatest advantage of speaking the truth is that you don't have to remember what you said. Think about it.



A beautiful saying: If your eyes are positive you would like all the people in the world. But if your tongue is positive all the people in the world would like you.



Life is about the art of drawing without an eraser, so be careful while taking decisions about the most valuable pages of your life.



A nice thought: I met money and said why everyone runs behind you, you are just a piece of paper. Money smiled and said of-course I am just a piece of paper, but I haven't seen a dustbin yet in my whole life.



Life is like a coin. Pleasure and Pain are the two sides. Only one side is visible at a time.. But remember other side is also waiting for its turn.



If you like someone, show it. It will be sweeter than telling. But if you don't like someone, Just tell it. It will be less painful than showing it.



A very true but strange quote: Love doesn't start in morning & end in evening. It starts when you don't need it & ends when you need it most.



What's greater then mom's love? Which pillow is better then lover's lap? Which company's better then friends? There are some things in life with no substitutes. Love them forever.



Tragedy of moon: So simple but so attractive. So enlightening but so cool. So moving but so still. So quite but so popular. So romantic but still single.


Monday, April 26, 2010

Westlife-If I let you go...


Day after day, time pass away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find
The courage to show to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me
How will I know if I let you go
Night after night, I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you, you speak to my heart
It's such a shame we're world's apart
I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later, I've got to choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me
How will I know..
If I let you go..........