Hum Tum

Aankhen hain tumhari badi khoobsoorat..

inme dekhthi hoon khud k liye mohabbat..

na jaanoo ki kya hai yeh rishtha hamara..

lagta hai...hai mere liye ek pyaar ka sahara..

jiski shayad thi pehle se kami zindagi mei

aur ab is kami ko poori kar diya hai tumne..

main har waqt tumse baat karna chahoo..

par tumse milkar, main kuch na keh paaoo..

bas ek hee vaada hai tumse mujhe karni..

tumse yeh dil ka rishta hai mujhe nibhaani.

chahe jo ho jaaye..tumhari yaadeein kabhi chootenge nahi.

kyunki...mere dil ke rishte kabhi tootenge nahi..

To be or not to be..

I held your hand to take you forward,
you stood there with hesitation, saying no word...
I understood your silence and gave you an assurance..
that I'll always be there for you..in a relationship with great endurance..
With the passing days, in me did you start to believe,
you felt happy...and your unhappy past from you could I relieve..

Flowers of love then did begin to bloom..
Never had us in our lives to be in states of gloom..
Moments grew into days, days into months into years..
Things seemed beautiful with all smiles and no tears..
Then did I think of staying this way forever and gathered courage..
To ask you for lifetime companionship through the holy bond of marriage..

But you never had any such thought in your mind..
your version of a relationship was of another kind..
But you then decided to give me what I wanted..
Marriage-the thread by which we could be forever bonded..
So sweet of you did I think that time...
Finally we would together hear the cathedral chime..

Lives got busy and you gave me time almost seldom..
I felt lonely and neglected...I felt," where is my chum?"
I decided to let you go for sometime away from me...
And come back once you realise that without me cannot you be...
On the contrary, things didn't work the way I thought,
there was created in our relationship a dry drought...

I wanted to come back to be with you at once..
But soon did I realise that I made of myself a dunce..
My words had pierced through your heart..
which always trusted me from the start...
To accept me back, did you feel too weak...
But not to hurt me, to an extent did you agree being meek..

Believe me, I never meant what I said..
Why did I ever breakup with you- is now my deep regret..
I have had beautiful moments of my life with you..
Sometimes felt that things are too good to be true..
But no matter how much I apologise or how much I care..
is not going to lessen your pain even about it if you share...

Letting you go of me doesn't also seem to come with ease..
Without you do I feel, that my life would only freeze..
You are insecure and unsure, not about yourself, but about my mind...
even though on one side you know that in your love have I gone blind..
Let me tell you one thing with eloquence at this point,
I think you are right,its difficult to mend a broken joint..

I can never see you in pain..though by me has it been caused..
But if this continues..it will make your life get forever paused...
I don't deny the unperishable love for each other, for now or forever...
But will you ever be able to trust me...even when we start to be together?
By asking you to stay back with me, am I being only selfish,
All my life, this is something which I would never be able to cherish...

One thing for granted can you take that there are things that will never change..
Like the way we always felt for each other...yes the same..nothing unknown nor strange..
No matter how much time you take,for our matter, to think and adjourn..
I shall wait for your decision..as an examinee for the results of her love to be known..
Dear love, all I want to say is that its your call now..the ball is in your court..
Any decision you take, will I duly respect it..to you putting forth my forever support.

My Dream Guy...

Twinkle Twinkle little star,
do u know how handsome u are??
up above the world so high,
its you with whom i wanna fly...

When the blazing sun is gone,
Radiance is what you always spawn.
Then you show your little light,
And cause to set things aright.

When I travel in the dark,
you light my way as a spark.
I could not have seen where to go,
If you did not twinkle so.

In the dark blue sky you keep,
in my sweet dreams do you peep.
For when you look into my eye,
I feel my cheeks red-I feel shy!

Like the rivers flowing in serenity,
will my love for you grow till eternity..
In my life, I know now, to me who you are-
Indeed...you are my Twinkling Smiling little star!! :-)

Only you...

Hmmm...from when did my feelings for you begin to grow,
Never had I realised this...hardly did I know.

You've been in my heart since very long...
Don't really know when did I start singing your love song...:)

All the while,its only you, about whom I think,
Leaving behind everything else,moving beyond the brink.

I often imagine us having a lovely ball dance..
Ah....I now find myself in a deep trance!

Your thoughts are like a cool breeze,
that make all the things around me to freeze.

When I listen to what you have to say...
My heart,to your words, begins to sway...

You have a heart that is so caring and tender,
that all I can do is cause myself to surrender.

Its you-my love,of whom I am so fond,
that I see you in people,near and around.

In the kingdom of my heart,you are its king,
Whose songs of praises do I love to sing.

I promise to fill your world with sweet surprises and smiles,
No matter where you are-near me or far away by miles.

Happiness ,care and joy are what I want to shower..
on you my beloved,for a time that is eternal-for now and forever :-)

Hinglish-1

Mere dil mei kiya hai jisne nivaas..

Jisse hui hai ek pyaare se rishthe ki aaghaaz...

Beetha hua har lamha uske saath hain jo bade hee khaas..

Rahega yeh rishtha atoot-ab yehi hai mera vishwaas :-)

My everything

You are my everything,
you are my all..
you are my everything..
both great and small..
you are great, caring,
handu,sweet and always stand tall..
Its only for you
that I always fall...
And I feel out of the world
whenever I get from you,a call...
Let us be happy forever,
in the space of love,in a loving hall,
And always be together
with never in between our hearts,even a single wall...
You are my everything,
you are my all..
you are my everything..
both great and small..

You and I

I love your eyes which I love to see,
cos those are the eyes that see only me...

Your presence in my life is of the most and greatest matter..
Without which my hopes and dreams would just shatter...

I see you wherever I go and in whatever I do...
And "always" is the time that I think of only you...

Just feel this the next time you look at the rain..
That someone is showering her love...she is for you in a sweet pain.

Times that we have spent,have carried me to an extreme bliss...
That the more do I think of them,the more of you,do I miss.

Destiny observed us and decided to put us to a test..
Just like how a love bird would stay away from its love in an isolated nest.

It retained us on the same land, but in different and distant parts...
Little does it realise that we are immersed in each others' thoughts and hearts

Which is not going to separate us by any amount,not even by a bit..
cos it is our souls through which our sweet bond is knit.

Oh my love!from our promises to each other that we made,
let us not swerve away from it...let us notlet them fade..

Let us upkeep our trust seldom putting it to any strain
May destiny change its mind and bring us together again..

Once it does this,may it bind us and distance us never..
Cos we are meant to be with each other..now and forever...!!:-)